Wednesday, May 20, 2020

Maybe the real-est shit I ever write.

Learnt something yesterday.
You can’t control everyone.
You can’t control what they say or how they behave.

You just can control yourself.
Your emotions, your mind, your body, your heart and your fucking life.

What I’m supposed to do when someone said “I love you” to my man?
Ripped off her throat? Or santau?
😂

I’m gonna calm my ass down, take a deep breath and..
Fuck!

Aku boleh buat apa kalau he’s the one yang melemparkan diri macam tu?
Aku boleh buat apa kalau he’s enjoying all the attention from anyone else?

I can’t fucking do anything, not even cry.
And I don’t know how long I can do this.



p/s : the word “melemparkan” tu sounds not right.
but can’t think of any word that maybe little less than that.

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