Tuesday, September 17, 2019

This feeling is so fucking heavy.

I miss you.

Bilik gelap, tak bukak lampu. Malas. Rasa nak bergelap dan bersedih.
Dia tidur, malas kejut. Penat kot first day kerja harini. Tak apa, kasi dia rehat.
Esok OSPE. Tak tahu apa pulak nasib aku esok hari. Hentam lagi atau mati.

I miss you.

Aku bukak ig nak baca balik conversation lama, tapi ah God, banyak gila kot. Tak larat nak scroll. Jadi aku scroll media dekat whatsapp. Cari sesuatu. Tapi rasanya macam banyak sangat. So aku search chat guna keyword “video.”

I miss you.

Aku tengok balik video dia hantar untuk aku masa nak exam haritu.
And I nangish. Cebab I mish you 🥺

Sedihnya. Berat sangat rasa.

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