Sunday, August 2, 2020

13 reasons why.

It's 12:50 in the morning, and I still can’t sleep.
Maybe because I just finished ‘13 Reasons Why season 4’ and I’m still too sad to sleep or whatever, I don’t know.

I miss you, a lot.
I’m in the middle of susun highlight dekat instagram, and tengok balik story dalam highlight ‘L O V E’ and I was like.. God. I miss you, and love you.

Rindunya nak dengar awak nyanyi. Ya, I boleh scroll je balik whatsapp cari voice note yang awak bagi or video yang awak record, tapi taknak. Rindunya nak dengar awak nyanyi live, even kadang (opss.. selalu) kalau video call then awak nyanyi mesti orang tidur.

We’re like what now? A year and half. Sikitnya! Rasa macam dah bertahun, tapi bukan sebab letih ke apa. Tapi sebab macam.. macam mana eh nak terangkan. Rasa macam setahun setengah tu sikit je amaunnya, padahal rasa dah banyak benda kita lalu. And still, can’t get enough of you.

I miss you, tapi I nak tulis sini je. Taknak bagitahu.
And I’m glad that you found me, and I found you. And we found each other.
Thank you for always be kind to me. Soft, and so memahami.
And I know I can’t never get anyone like you.
And I’m sorry if I’d ever treat you less than you deserve.

I love you and I hope you will always love me too.

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