Numb.

I love you too, so much. But this is.. this is my limit.
I don’t think I can do any further than this. This is it.

You keep pouring acid to my heart
And I.. I’m stuck for wanting to cry or die
I can’t choose between love you.. or just leave.

I told you many times
My heart is not strong as it was
or as it should
or just strong as yours,
but you keep.. forget
And I’m the one who keep wiping my eyes
Just not.. just not this time.

I can be so sad
or so mad
or a little both of that.
But the things that I’m sure
that my tears are dry
and there’s a hole in my chest.

I love you
and it’s just not enough,
right?