i miss you

can i see you more?
can i hear your voice?
can i hold your hand?

can i —
can you live, forever?

can you not, die?

can you always be here
with me?

can you stay the same?
can your feeling never fade away?
can you always in love
with me-
the izzaty yang bosan dan membosankan?

can you not, die?
can you please, not die?

can i stop, cry..

another you

i could travel all around the world (but actually I can’t because i am fucking broke),
but i will never find another you.

that’s so true.
and so heartbreaking too.

i’m sorry. i love you.
just someday and somehow i just want to cry
(and oso buat perangai)
but i still, love you.

this is really break my heart.
and I don’t who, how and why.

Happy birthday, love.

Birthday dia, tapi macam birthday aku. Makan apam balik pun kena suap, udang orang tolong buangkan kulit, sotong orang tolong keratkan. It’s not sebab aku tak mampu— cuz I mampu je. Dia yang nak tolong, I biarkan je lah :3

Thank you for the whole day, yesterday. Sebab awaklah saya banyak dapat ‘the best days of my life.’ Tak tahu mana satu yang the best— sebab banyak. And semalam, was one of that day.

Terima kasih untuk semalam, hari-hari sebelumnya dan hari yang akan datang. Makacih cayang, ailebiuuuuu